Merry Christmas everyone.
It's day 3 for me. I slept ok, all things considered. I haven't heard a thing from her, and I don't suspect I will. It's been an uneasy and quiet few days. My anxiety is pretty much through the roof, and even with medication, it's pretty off the charts.
It's not easy letting go of someone you love. After years of sharing with each other, it's bitter sweet. You get use to depending on that other person. More so than you ever thought possible. With it being the holidays, it just hurts that much more. When all your friends are spending time with their loved ones, I'm alone.
I truly hate this time of year, if for nothing but that reason.
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