Sometimes, you learn lessons the hard way. The people in life that love you the most, will hurt you the most. This isn't a lesson that I just learned, but one that I've been recently reminded of.
When asking my girlfriend where were going, I got the dreaded, " i don't want to talk about it right now". I'm not really sure if there is any way to slice that, other than negatively. What she isn't saying is killing me. At one moment, were making plans for next month, and another, were back at the I don't want to talk about it.
As you know, the relationship is complicated, at best. It's torrid with desire and passion, and it's empty, and going no where. What i once believed was an unbreakable bond, is now in doubt. A limbo that I don't want to be in. A turning point, I almost don't want to acknowledge, because I know what it means.
Looks like I just need to man up, and put an end to things. It's a point when going further, just means getting hurt more.
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